…Inside all of this work Doc did on my anger/irritability/stuckness, it has really opened my eyes to the magnitude of how AMAZING my transformation really is from his work. And I’m not talking butterflies and unicorns …..I mean the ability to navigate through life’s trials with absolute ease, peace and humble authority. After meeting up with Doc, I gotta actually stand back to look at me sometimes, and I’m in awe to note this is what HE (God) always had in store for me……I know Doc was very instrumental in the process of synching that up for He and I…..And he has all the incredible knowledge he has been gifted with, but I wish you (the reader of this) could actually experience what I’m trying to explain from inside my brain and soul – the human language just can’t do it justice upon my return from Tulsa and this time with Doc.
Maybe I can explain it like this….
In my world as a cowboy, (yes I am a true cowboy), horses can teach you anything if you’ll listen I believe in a “universal sound.” God created the world we are in with a universal sound that can connect our mind , body and spirit with what’s around us or what we chose to experience or engage with….A rhythm a beat a sound of harmony …That’s how I’ve approached my life with horses —Hearing is feeling and feeling is hearing.
I never realized the extent of how trauma along with lack of knowledge had altered my ability to focus clearly on that universal sound….I couldn’t clearly hear my music (my life )…NOW it’s like the best of TEXAS COUNTRY music meets Beethoven! The sounds (of life) and harmony are so pure and clear in my soul and mind. My ability to ride this trail of life has gone from an out of control ,head bob n spit type loop through life tearing down trees and fences along the way, to a calm inwardly controlled walk of life. Again not easy at times but truly a life I never imagined for me and every day is a new journey but w direction.
Thanks Doc !!!